Apparently today is a HUGE detox day for me b/c I woke up grumpy as hell!! I stayed in a bad mood all day, I felt like I was back in my rut where I was before I started the MC....................this is NOT cool!! I'm feeling discouraged, I want to quit, I just want to EAT and whats really bad is I want to eat meat and cheese and cake and funyuns and pretzels and cheese puffs and pretty much every thing that is bad for me. I've had this crazy craving all day for a pepperoni pizza with lots and lots of extra pepperoni. I used to love to take the Hormel pepperoni in the pack and just sit and eat them as a snack. I searched and searched the Internet for a raw pepperoni recipe and no luck, I found how to make a vegan pepperoni pizza but its not raw so that really pissed me off and I wanted to quit the MC and go straight back to the way I was eating.
But you know what? I talked some sense into myself and made myself realize that all this was just the toxins leaving my body and just wait to see what tomorrow brings. I've gone too far to just give up now and go back to my old ways like nothing ever happened and I DON'T WANT THAT at all!! I was so unhappy and miserable and its all because of what I ate and I know it sounds so simple that just the stuff you eat has that much of an impact on your life but IT DOES!! I'm feeling like, wow its day 10 I'm done and I can finally eat and if I keep going then day 11 will be like day 1 all over again! But its just my detox talking, I'm just in a negative mood and the only way its gonna get better is to sleep it off and poop it all out in the morning!
Just a note: Before I started this cleanse I had bad cellulite on the backs and fronts of my thighs as well as 2 definite back fat rolls (2 on each side) and the shadow of a 3rd starting to form. Today I noticed that the cellulite is starting to lighten up and I only have ONE back fat roll.......gross I know I can't stand them either but they are going away FINALLY YAY!!
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